January 2012
53 posts
Daydream delusion Limousine eyelash Oh, baby with your pretty face Drop a tear in my wineglass Look at those big eyes See what you mean to me Sweet cakes and milkshakes I am a delusion angel I am a fantasy parade I want you to know what I think Don’t want you to guess anymore You have no idea where I came from We have no idea where we’re going Launched in life Like branches in the river Flowing...
“You will always be fond of me. I represent to you all the sins you never had the...”
– Oscar Wilde
“Why are you sad?”
“Because you speak to me in words, and I look at you with...”
– Anna Karina, Pierrot Le Fou
“My feelings for you are biblical; that is they are intense, reckless, arrogant,...”
– Jeanette Winterson
hardest conversation ever
Kate: So I thought about the distance thing. I love you so much and you know that so if you wanna try it and see how it goes then u know I will but if you don't then that's ok too. We can stick to taking a year off but still talking like we do now and being us and honest about other people we see/get with and see what happens at the end of it all
Josh: wait what
Kate: Can't sleep. Miss you so much. I dunno if u got what I was trying to say..? If u didn't, I was saying that I love you so much and I miss you more than words and I really wanna hug you. You didn't sound so sure about trying to stay together this year - you said you'd think. I love you and u love me and I think we can do it cause we're so close and strong - sure it'll be hard but I think we can. But if you wanna take a break for the year and do what we planned a while ago - staying close and talking like normal and being open about who we might get with and stuff, then that's ok and I understand because I think you and I are strong and in December things will work themselves out when we see each other for the best. I'm gonna try and sleep now and not cry at the smell of you on your shirt - classic Kate. Let me know what your number is :))) I love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Josh: so do you want to stay together or just stay honest
Kate: Id love to stay together because I love you and I think what we have is so special. But if u wanna break for the year then I still wanna talk like we do and be close and stuff and honest about other people. What do u think about it all bubby
Josh: I think we should still talk and be honest
Kate: So break up
Josh: yes. are you upset with that?
Kate: obviously. But life happens and I can't change it now. And we'll still be like we are now but just with other people right? And tell each other when stuff happens with other people?
Josh: yea thats what i want
Kate: so pretty much like we discussed. December 15 I'll be there and I think everything will just sort of work out how it's meant to ?
Josh: Yea, we will see what happens during the year
Kate: Two best friends
Josh: Exactly
